Put a gun to my head, and paint the walls.

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shoooo im Brad Zwolensky:3 im 15. im pansexual. and i dont give a fuck. and i love you. the point of life is to be happy. fuck what people think. just stop giving a fuck and do things to make you happy. i like cigarettes, hair, music. smoking, drinking, longboarding, cuddling, lip biting, love, hair dye, body modifications, and people.
kloveyou
Stranger:Okay, tell me something you're good at.
Me:Self-destructing.
Stranger:Oh, come on. That can't be all. Give me a few more serious ones.
Me:Hurting people I care about.
Me:Withstanding the pain on my left wrist.
Me:Faking smiles.
Me:Being fat.
Me:Sleeping.
Me:Running away (metaphorically, I'm horrible at real running).
Me:Losing friends.
Me:Sitting alone in my bed.
Stranger:Wow, you're depressing me. Really though, tell me something positive that you're good at.
Me:Making up fake conversations to show my followers what a shit day I've had?
Stranger:I give up.
Me:Don't worry, you're not the first one.


im just sitting here crying right now. fuck.



       Anonymous

i dont. at all. i try my best to make every fucking relationship work. wannuh know how many girls ive broken up wiht? ONE. only one. and that was because i was treated like shit. i dont try to jump around. i find people that i really like that it hink give the same amount of fucks about me that i do them. but it turns out nobody does. thats why i “go from girl to girl like its nothinng” because if they really did care then they wouldnt break up with me all the time. i get over it. the whole jasmine thing is a completely different situation. just because i got over my last relationship and i found somebody eles i really like doesnt make me a douche bag. i dont use girls for sex or anything. thats possibly the worst thing somebody can do. that toys withb emotions and fucks people up. so just stop. cus now i feel like a complete cunt and asshole when all i try to do is be happy, for once.